My campus life is one of the phases I will always hate. I joined Kisii university in 2014 and life seemed to flow so easily.
With my humble background, I had to struggle hard to survive with the little I got from Higher Education Learning Board (HELB) but I still wanted more.
I fell in love with this rich student who we dated for a month and I got pregnant.
Torn between fears to disappoint my mother and pleasing my boyfriend, I decided to keep it.
Things turned nasty after I was 3 months pregnant when I was dumped and given Sh5,000 to secure an abortion.
With pain and argon, I underwent the process which made me hate men.
Six months later, my 'campus brother' who was always there for me made me pregnant jokingly in the name of comforting me. There was no choice but to abort.
This was one of the most complex abortions as the doctor inserted 'spatulas' in my vagina.
All this time I felt every pinch of the pain as I regretted every sexual contact I had. I parted with Sh10,000
Life seemed so stressful and so I decided to abstain. But with the urge to have orgasms like my other female friends I hooked up with this other cute guy in my final semester.
He was so adorable that anything he did to me made me freeze. No matter how broke he was, he gave me that 'love' that I have never had.
I got pregnant again. This time with twins!
And soon after we were done with campus he told me that my our 'contract' had terminated.
With twins and no job, I decided to get rid of the babies. The doctor told me that I would not get pregnant again if I would decide for abortion form the third time.
However, I had no way out because I had no money for my upkeep. I did the abortion.
This time around, I almost lost my life. Ever since then I lost my ability to give birth and I am barren.
I regret all the campus life I have gone through.
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