I no longer feel sorry for the loss of friends.
What is friendship if they can't fix you when you are in a fix? What is friendship if they replace you the moment you stumble and forgetting you is the first thing they do!
If I could take sides, I could allow it to fade away like the sinking sun and never to come back. I have learnt not to set myself on fire just to keep 'the mbogi' warm.
Some think Rosana is anorak but I am glad because they don't know me well.
Life is a big fight, champing out of this dead skin that we were borne in is another big issue. The best thing a Kenyan can dream of is to die in her/his sleep, nothing, completely nothing that is enjoyable in this 21st century.
If wishes were horses...I’ve come across a lot, and normally I’m good at weeding them out. But this time, I didn’t get there in time.
A lot of people will call me a hypocrite, they’ll probably call me fake, but what they think of me really doesn’t matter. What matters is why they’re fake, when you’re friends with someone, your lives kind of merge. Your days blend together with theirs and if you’re lucky, they become your best friend. You essentially become one person, and so you share secrets, things you’ve never told anyone. Or if you’re like me, you talk a lot of shit. Which I do, I can’t help it, but hey it’s better than actually going out and doing all the things you threaten to do.
When that person betrays you, it’s like a hole has been ripped into your chest, the place where they used to be and sometimes you don’t know how to deal with it so you lash out at anything and everyone which causes a lot more problems than it’s worth.
I’ve come across many types of friends in my life but many of them are fake friends who can easily betray you.
#hivisasaoriginal