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They say truth can be the sweetest pain. Looking for it takes courage, you might be too damaged before you find that which you are looking for.
You might be afraid of how your partner will respond once you question their faithfulness, they might turn defensive and you will end up feeling guilty for that which you have not done distracting your prior goal to finding out the truth about infidelity.
You might not be ready to handle the truth that will come out after your search. As you hope that they are not guilty and really want them to prove you wrong, the truth might exceed your expectations on the negative side.
The truth might hurt you more than believing how believing in that lie would have. Its part of life when things do not work out the way you want them to. You would rather heal over an unexpected truth than spend a whole lifetime of lies with anyone.