A woman in office. Photo/Kplinger
From the outside, it's always hard to judge one's character, a beautiful smile and loving persona throws everyone off the scent, the hurt, the vulnerability, the disappointment, and shame. You'll never conform to what society wants you to be. You can try all you want to give blood, sweat, and tears and still come out short.
It will tear you apart, it will leave you feeling exposed and out of place. It will have you neglecting yourself to fit into this template they seem to have drawn for you. It's no lock and key model though and there are different angles to the shape but you must fit they will have it no other way it's a fit or nothing.
Never mind the confusion you have already the loss of self the want to discover your passions, nobody giving you time for that. So what's left is to take it all, you've never been a straight arrow in the past always a little bent different from the rest but can still get the job done.
The inspiration slowly melts away from your life and no one seems to notice you realize that you have no one to help bring it back but yourself. You slowly find yourself drowning in your own thoughts you've never felt as alone as you do at that particular moment. You've been uprooted from the world you knew, the world that seemed to feed your every needs the world that never held you down as you gasped for air. You are to start all over again from scratch.
In a world, you still have no understanding of. You feel naked you're exposed feels like everyone's out to get you. Take advantage of your innocence and fragility. Slowly it suffocates you, leaving your lifeless corpse out in the open a feast for the vultures.
Be content with yourself for there is no other like you that walks this planet. What you dream you can make possible all it takes is determination, effort, and the necessary belief to go along with it. Acknowledge that people are only trying to help but be the judge of how important what they do is. Own your thoughts, your life and you will forever be at peace with yourself and your surroundings.
Until you make something of yourself take pride in your existence stay humble and live on with no limits.